Monday, October 31, 2005
yeah!!! my com came last monday...then friday night, after work, i went home and set up my com....damn sugyoii can!!! haha.....
then i made my com prepared with the Antivirus and spamming stuff...so that it is well against any baddies....but i know antiviruses systems dont really work...but at least the odds are lowered against me right? haha...
then i prepared some folders in my personal folder...coz Brian lent me his portable hard-drive to transfer some of my files...such as my mp3, my pics and other important documents...however...my old com apparently can seem to accept...HMPH...
then after doing up my com, it was already 12+, then i went out with a fren to Changi Village for supper...oh my...saw so many of "them" there that night...and it was kinda scary for me....lOlx...coz they were approaching almost everyone....im very glad they didnt approach me and my fren....
then we ate prata and the prata shop near the 7-11, then chatted...and then went back to car...then drove to a jetty to relax and chatted...chat and chat till 4am!!! woah..very late...so my fren drove me home...reached home late and then slept around 5+...
SATURDAY
next morning...saturday, woke up at 10+. then installed games on my com...shld i play World of Warcraft online? hmm...it seems very interesting ya know...haha...but right now cannot play or download any online games...coz the new internet plan which i signed up for isnt ready...gotta wait till 5th of this month...
then Brian came to help me do up the portable hard-drive in my old com...then my files can transfer...but running late!!! he came 12+ and i had to go out at 1+....in the end left at 2+.
my and fren went suntec...to get my anniversary stuff.....bought a blazer for $149, shirt @ $49, tie @ $49 and pants @ $59. But coz got membership card...i got loads of discounts! supposedly 15% discount....but in the end i think they deducted more than that...coz i only paid $234+....wow...oh yar...bought all these at G2000. my fren bought a jacket too...
the whole outfit damn cool...and i think i look damn good in it too...haha...
white blazer....dark stripped shirt, light coloured pants towards green colour and a silver tie..... >.<
then walked around somemore...went bluemax and bought Naruto DVD volume 5...then headed home.....damn shagged!!!
SUNDAY
woke up late...@ 8.30am...so didnt go church...so head back to sleep...woke up at 11. then played some games...supposed to meet frens to go Queensway and buy PS2...but in the end had to go out with my family so didnt go...in the end whole day play games....lOlx...
shld i buy PS2? or wait for PS3? but gotta wait a year plus....hmmm...how?!?!
and MP3 player will buy soon!!! my mum say she pay for me....isit a christmas present?! haha....
anyway, my new com damn shiok lar...thats what im super hyper about...the reaction speed, graphics...everything...damn good! i watch movie and DVD or listen music in the room...the sound system (i bought speakers, bass...etc) and my whole room's reverb damn shiok lar!!! but dont dare on too loud...lest my family scold me....haha....
gonna enjoy my new com even more!!!!! coz this week loads of holz....gonna play and play till i drop!!!!
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- 10/31/2005 09:15:00 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
weekends are finally coming!!! im so super happy can!!! coz its time to spend spend spend!!! haha....
firstly....new com will be set up on saturday...then i can install my games...etc....wow whee....i cannot wait sia....
brian boy promised to lend me his portable hard drive...so i can transfer some files (about 1-2GB bahz i guess) such as pics and MP3, from my old com to my new com....thanks in advance B!!!
then sunday go swimming & tanning...then go down to town to shop.....gotta shop for quite lots of stuff....
1. blazer (Topman / G2000)
2. shirt
3. pants
4. shoes
5. tie
6. Ipod....dunno what i want yet...and dunno if i shld buy now....hmmm
7. new SE phone!!! W500i!!!! or should i wait for W900i?!?! hmm...
so angry!!! my mum was supposed to get a free Ipod Nano...but in the end didnt!!! so damn pissed and my sis making fun of me!!!! beginning she was still wanting to trade her Ipod mini for my nano.....now she is grovelling in my sorrow....sObs.......
then heading down to Queensway....to buy PS2!!! and shld i buy a PSP as well?!!? hmm.....is $450 ok for a PS2, 10+1 games, consoles & memory card?! i dunno leh....im such a noob at these.....hmph.....
im confused!!! im elated!!! im scared!!! im everything lar!!! haha....think im gonna spend by the thousands this weekend man....
then next tues is lil sis's bdae party....gonna sing karaoke till i go mad sia....haha....
then following friday will be unit's anniversary D&D....time to da ban wor!!!
~ come on!!! it is time to wake up!!! the world & time wont turn back! as u stand to gaze and wait...it is moving on!!! drop it, forget it and move on!!! ~
~ im hurt by the things ive known and discovered....a huge sadness....a huge disappointment...time to move on...leave....and get a life.... ~
~ grace...thx for ur encouragements...but it definitely wont be very easy....but i promise u...i will try my very very hardest.... ~
well well...the superstar of tmr gotta go rest ler!!!! bubbaiz!!!!
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- 10/27/2005 07:38:00 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
the hurt in me is lots...tens, hundreds, thousands more than what many or even u feel....but life gotta move on....
i hated...i released...i chanced...i tried...i did almost everything....but fate still slipped off my fingers....
dunno what u want.....r u warm or cold? am i just a plaything to u? when u feel like it u be nice and happy to me...then just shrug me off....when u r cold, u ignore me or become cruel to what i had to say....
yar...im stupid...i cant find my links....ever think thru ur thick head my com sucks? i really found no links....yet u still gotta say blatantly im stupid and u r cruel....fair to me?
and to think all these time.....i treated u close....
false hopes? clear lines?
im confused....i know what i want....but do u know what u want?
-> just because u r moody doesnt mean u can push ur weight around
-> dont shrug it off...tackle the prob and deal with it
-> i care coz u were the once i loved most and had happy times and now coz u r my fren
-> u r just crude and insensitive
me & XX
i thought ive forgotten and put it down....but why does my heart still hurt so?
-> Yashamaru...what is pain?
-> Pain is when u have been inflicted with a wound and there is a tingling sensation. It hurts but physical wounds heal....it is the wounds of the heart that stays forever
-> Then Yashamaru...i think i know how u feel...coz though the sand protects me...it hurts alot....here
Gaara & Yashamaru
i thought i have come clean...but why does the memories stick and affect me?
-> Sasori lost his parents since young and to make him happy, he created puppets of his parents image...
-> Though he shuns them after awhile...he still goes back....coz though not real...that is where his memories are...they are never gone....
Chiyoba Sama
i wanna move on.....but can i?
-> Haku...where u must be now must be very beautiful...like ur home country...too bad...i cant be where u r...
-> I am sure u can Zabuza...i am sure u will see what Haku sees...
-> Is that so? Ahh...it is snowing...are u crying Haku? A great place it must be...then...
Kakashi & Zabuza
i wanna stop crying....can i? i thought i could...but the pillar of support i found for me to be strong for, to protect...is nothing but just the passing wind....
-> Naruto has learnt to stop crying...coz he knows the pain and crying wont help...
-> I dont know if he still cries in the dark when he is alone...but once u have found someone that acknowledges u and for u to protect.....u will find crying is of no more...
Kakashi
but i believe...a road out there is for me.......
-> One day...i will turn into a beautiful butterfly...and find my true meaning in life
Chouji
and one day i will soar....
-> father...the sky is clear today and many birds are flying high....can u see them?
-> will i fly like them one they?
Neji
i will move on...and ive become more mature and patient then u can ever imagine.....but i wont give up
ngoh sei sing bud goi
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- 10/21/2005 08:55:00 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
anyway....this weekend was a fun one for me!!!
friday night went for a spin...and poured my feelings and hidden thoughts to a fren...almost cried....finally....released.....i hope....haha
then saturday went out for lunch and kbox!!! sang songs until siao man!!! haha...so damn fun!!! sang Mayday's HUA and kept jumping up and down!!! haha
then met Russ and Kel at Boat Quay/Chinatown area at Settlers...a place to sit back, relax and play games....we played Settlers of Catan...explained to thm....fine...gonna go back there play other games!!! so many! i highly receommend to everyone!
then Nic came....then at 10+ went Ian's house, chitchat and watch soccer. then kel drove Nic and Russ home while Ian drove me home....
today woke up and played games the whole day.....hahaha
now...if this isnt fun...what is?
the facts of life....
- 10/16/2005 09:52:00 PM
baby girl peeking!!!
she is crying!!!! shit!!! not me!!! not my fault!!! >.<
my sis crying the baby girl!!! she is a pro baby-carrier (as in person carrying baby, not the bedding carrier...haha)
the baby looking at ME!!! the camera man!!!
me carrying baby!!! damn scary!!! i cant carry babies for nuts!!! haha
baby smiling in her sleep!!! coz got yandao carrying her!!!! haha
and my dad bdae! my dad and gareth before blowing the cake!
my grand-dad in hospital...woke up on saturday morning realise lower body is numb....but now feeling better.....help pray he will be ok pls?! i very scared something wrong lar....was so worried the entire saturday....wanted to go visit him...but no time...mabbe today later go down bah...before dinner....my parents say mabbe go down...
help pray for my grand dad pls? arigatou :)
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- 10/16/2005 12:17:00 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
everytime i receive something ftom u...or take a look around my room, my wardrobe....i think of u and feelings are evoked again....why so?
do i really loved u that much? and do i still love u that much?
ur warm hands...the smell of ur floral body scent...the touch of ur breadth on my sensitive neck...the luscious moist lips of urs when we met.....
the hug i gave u when we needed one...the warmth of my body against urs...the locked eyes that tell stories smiling at each other......
sometimes i dont get it if the fairytale is gonna be re-made....or are u trying to be nice again...or that i am just living in my own fantasy....
frens...i treasure it...i do....
and i do love u
Mo Ri Zhi Lian
sheng xia mei duo shao shi jian
rang wo zai chang yi shou ge gei ni
yi guo le jin ye shi jie jiu hui mie
wo xiang wo hai you yi tian
ke yi xue hui ru he lai ai ni
zai lai bu ji yi qian ke wang lai de ji
bi shang yan jing
ren zhu lei bie ku qi
mo ri qian xi
qing liu zai wo huai li
kan tai yang an qu yue guang shi ming
wo zhi xiang qian ni de zhi jian
rao di qiu zui hou yi quan
hei ye jiang ling
bie hai pa wo ai ni
mo ri qian xi
qing liu zai wo huai li
wo zai zhe shi jie zui juan lian de shi qing
jiu shi ceng yong bao ni
sheng xia mei duo shao shi jian
rang wo zai chang yi shou ge gei ni
yi guo le jin ye shi jie jiu hui mie
wo xiang wo hai you yi tian
ke yi xue hui ru he lai ai ni
zai lai bu ji yi qian ke wang lai de ji
bi shang yan jing
ren zhu lei bie ku qi
mo ri qian xi
qing liu zai wo huai li
kan tai yang an qu yue guang shi ming
wo zhi xiang qian ni de zhi jian
rao di qiu zui hou yi bian
hei ye jiang ling
bie hai pa wo ai ni
mo ri qian xi
qing liu zai wo huai li
wo zai zhe shi jie zui juan lian de shi qing
jiu shi ceng yong bao ni
gan shou dao shen me zai ju lie chan dou
shi tian kong huo zhe ni de shou
bie rang ren he shi qing da duan wo kan zhe ni
zui hou yi qi kan zhe ni
bi shang yan jing
ren zhu lei bie ku qi
mo ri qian xi
qing liu zai wo huai li
kan tai yang an qu yue guang shi ming
wo zhi xiang qian ni de zhi jian
rao di qiu zui hou yi bian
hei ye jiang ling
bie hai pa wo ai ni
mo ri qian xi
qing liu zai wo huai li
wo zai zhe shi jie zui juan lian de shi qing
jiu shi ceng yong bao ni
duo xiang yong yuan
yong bao ni
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- 10/06/2005 08:06:00 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
just my pride
i just bought the album...and it is GREAT! just one bad point...they dont have the song "Chao Ren"!!!! argh!!! i love that song!!! to me...its the BEST SONG in their previous album!!! but they didnt include it in their compilation......*sObs*
trying to console myself that mabbe the song does not fit into their theme for this compilation....*sObs*
anyway....i wanna go for their concert!!! its on 10 Dec!!! anyone free to go with me?!?!?! hehe....i wanna buy the $148 tiks de!!! i dont care....coz....if u dont buy the best when u go concert....to watch live...whats the use?! buy cheap ones to watch the big TV arh? might as well stay home buy VCD/DVD to watch right?! haha...
Zhi Zu
zen me qu yong you yi dao cai hong
zen me qu yong bao yi xia tian de feng
tian shang de xing xing xiao di shang de ren
zong shi bu neng dong bu neng jue de zu gou
ru guo wo ai shang ni de xiao rong
yao zen me shou cang yao zen me yong you
ru guo ni kuai le bu shi wei wo
hui bu hui fang shou qi shi cai shi yong you
dang yi zhen feng chui lai
feng zhen fei shang tian kong
wei le ni er qi dao er zhu fu er gan dong
zong yu ni shen ying xiao shi zai ren hai jin tou
cai fa xian xiao zhe ku
zui tong
na tian ni he wo na ge shan qiu
na yang de chang zhe na yi nian de ge
na yang de hui yi na me zu gou
zu gou wo tian tian dou pin chang zhe ji mo
dang yi zhen feng chui lai
feng zhen fei shang tian kong
wei le ni er qi dao er zhu fu er gan dong
zong yu ni shen ying xiao shi zai ren hai jin tou
cai fa xian xiao zhe ku
zui tong
dang yi zhen feng chui lai
feng zhen fei shang tian kong
wei le ni er qi dao er zhu fu er gan dong
zong yu ni shen ying xiao shi zai ren hai jin tou
cai fa xian xiao zhe ku
zui tong
ru guo wo ai shang ni de xiao rong
yao zen me shou cang yao zen me yong you
ru guo ni kuai le zai bu shi wei wo
hui bu hui fang shou qi shi cai shi yong you
zhi zu de kuai le jiao wo ren shou xin tong
zhi zu de kuai le jiao wo ren shou xin tong
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- 10/01/2005 11:17:00 PM
